Poetry from the Daughter of Immigrants

April is National History Month

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This month we are highlighting two poems from Veana Barajas, a first-generation American, advocate, mother, wife, student, and spoken-word poet. Her two poems are found below,  “Yo Estoy Cansada” and “Daughter of Immigrants”. You can hear her reciting each poem by clicking the video player, and the text follows.

Yo Estoy Cansada

This poem is dedicated to the attacks on Mexican people in 2020, Field Workers, Vanessa Guillen, Andrés Guardado, Sean Monterroso, Street Vendors, Women issues, & Detention centers holding our children and our people 

I am tired
of the exploitation
And the free rides off my people’s back.
I am tired of our 12 hr labor shifts
Just to be looked at as if WE are the leeches
I am tired
of us working
dusk till dawn
And still struggling to make ends meet.
I am tired of seeing my people
Killed,
robbed, and beat.
I am tired of being an essential worker
But my voice,
unessential
to the laws that govern my very own life.
I am tired
of actively fighting
for a country that simply tunes out all our cries.
I am tired
of seeing my women raped and molested,
Yet, we all stay intact
I am tired
Of hearing people scream
“Just send them all back!”
I am tired
of attempting
to go to school
Just to face deportation.
I am tired of 4.0’s, honor rolls, deans lists, to prove to you,
I am NOT illiterate.
I am tired
of explaining
why our kids don’t belong in cages.
I am tired of seeing our men killed as
Part of your fucking wages
I am tired
of the shame you give us
when you look at our culture
Yet you dance it,
You eat it,
Steal it,
Erase it,
because to you
Anything’s disposable.
I am tired
of functioning in a way
To prove
That we have worth.
I am tired
of not speaking whatever language
I damn well please
Because you’ll label me
like I’m a fucking disease!
I am tired
of never having the chance to actually be tired.
See, we live until we die, and fight until then too.
Aguántense!
La lucha sigue.

Daughter of Immigrants

Dedicated to the 1st
May you always prosper
And never lose yourself for you are life.

4 am,
Life… I hear you

I’m coming bold and ready

Intimidated,
Me..?
Foolish

See, I am the souls of all the
Chingonas who stood here before me

We come knocking at you hard
We come knocking at you steady

Thinking I’d get lost in your loudness?

It must be because you have yet to meet my sisters who resemble me

I wake up equipped for you
I wake up expecting everything

Sometimes you trick me,
But I have yet to stay in the dirt where you left me.

See, I am the Daughter of Immigrants
Where we would rather die on our feet than live on our knees.
Where we understand that your validation won’t ever make us complete

Where we won’t let anyone take away our dreams

My strength…?
Is it the Mestiza in me, La Mujer, La Malinche, or something manifesting yet, incomplete..?

What I can tell you is what I can show you

This generation of me’s
You have yet to meet

She’s out fighting battles
She has yet to rest her feet

Educating herself,
stalking you,
cultivating,
assembling her every piece

Her roots are so embedded in this soil
There are pieces that man can never reach

I am the Daughter of Immigrants
From a legacy of souls and minds
That man can never seize

I am so embodied with this earth that
When I die,
My body will still produce the next seeds.

Veana Barajas is a first generation American born and raised in California with roots that reach deep to the Spaniard and Native identities of her great grandparents. These identities keep her forever searching and embracing everything she is and who she is yet to become. She is currently an advocate, Mother, wife, student, educator, and finds peace through hiking. 

Veana will graduate from Fresno State with a degree in both Criminology and Chicano Latino American Studies in 2022 and is looking forward to law school shortly thereafter. Veana is in the current process of educating herself to one day fight American laws for the rights of immigrants and the civil rights of her people. 

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